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Music Monday : The Killers - Mr. Brightside...

2009-02-23T20:17:00.004+09:00

hihihi... saya meletakkan satu kolum baru di blog ni... music monday.... satu lagu random akan dipilih dr ipod saye dan ditepekkan di sini.... minggu ni bile tekan shuffle je kat ipod tuh... dia kuar lagu nih...

Mr. Brightside - The Killers
the killers - Mr. Brightside
(lirik di bawah, nk dgr lagu kat atas)

Lyrics

saje nk share lagu... tp jgn pelik laa kalau playlist ku nant amat pelik gabungannye... okok... rasanye nasik dah masak... berjumpa lagi di minggu dpn di ruangan yg same... =p

Post utk Adikku...

2009-02-21T12:36:00.005+09:00

hihihi.... dah seminggu dah kan kat wellington? takkan ayam goreng je kot? dua gambar di atas menunjukkan gambaran sebenar makanan utk dimasak.... yg pertama merupakan gambaran roti yg dijala... burppp.. baru je lps mkn.. kenyang lagi... yg 2nd tu.. sape2 yg ade facebook dah penah tgk kot... my final version of chicken grill... lengkap dgn gravy, fries n coleslaw as compliment... ape lagi? dah bg direct challenge dah ni.... lenkali sila lebih selalu meneman emak ke dapur.... serbuk kunyit tu mcm2 blh buat... bkn goreng ayam je... sbg contoh... roti jalo pon sodap... =p

Trying LifeCast

2009-02-13T15:42:00.002+09:00

updated!!! after trying a few times with lifecast... cannot upload pics to blogger.. aihh... terpaksa upload manually through comp... the perfect grill!!!

here i am under my kotatsu(a table with heater) watching some dramas.. found this app in apple's apps store n decided to try it... together with this post ade gambar lunch aku ari ni... not together laaa... another post... coz this apps could only post only text or a photo... not both of em at the same time.... till the day i find another apps that is better( which is free or reasonably priced)... better get used to multiple posts if i hv pics to share...

sape2 nk grilled chicken... ade byk lg kat dapur... finally mastered the perfect grilling technic... owh.... dlm pic tu takde gravy... saje test mcm mn rasa the new spices i use to marinate ayam tu tanpa gravy... need improvement.. =p the next time i cook i'm thinking about a new gravy... any good idea 4 a gravy?

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nothing much to blog....

2009-01-27T05:57:00.002+09:00

hurmmm... it has been a very quite week... nothing much really happens..(there are things happening here but i dont really feel its interesting enough to share...) got baito on weekend... ontama carnival 09.... 2 days of concert and show from djs... didnt see much... coz it wuz held in the yokohama arena... a close stadium just like our putra stadium... the list of artists wuz impressive... but i only watched otsuka ai n a bit of koda kumi from the giant screen behind our stall(there wuz a room with stage for dj behind our stall.. n there were 2 giant screens inside...)... didnt try to go inside the stadium.. coz when a popular artist performed.. u couldnt see much from our side...

there were many hours of sleep... even last nite when i wuz trying to watch liv fa cup match i fell asleep in the middle of it.. didnt touch my xbox 360 for a week... a few movies... miracle at saint anna, the wrestler, slumdog millionaire, frost/nixon, yes man!.. thats all i think.. mayb more but i couldnt recall...

to date i hv 50++ podcasts to watch or listen to... managed to catch up on the news... a few weeks behind some.. n need to start marathon a few others that i'm behind a few months back... on the tv series side.. i'm up to date with the latest episodes of everything i watch....

this weekend i will hv turkey party on saturday... n baito very early in the morning sunday... dont really want to go.. but every little cash i could earn will help to get me through february...

dont really hv any baito in schedule... nothing in my wishlist to buy too.. but my xbox live subscription need to be renewed... my flickr pro account has expired too... + i need new filters for my drink jug... a snowboard trip... + foods n bills for the month.. every little thing doesnt cost that much... add them all together... phewww... there goes every penny i saved n earned..

hurmm.. wut else worth to be mention here... as some of u guys realize... ive added my twitter widget on the top right hand corner of this blog... some of u knows n use it.. but many donts... twitter is just another social networking site... different from facebook, myspace, friendster n others... twitter is use to send short messages to all ur friends... just like mass sms... great for updating wut u're doing or any interesting moments u encounter.. at home or on the go... give it a try!!!

latest on my newest gadget.. the iphone... trying to start using torrents with it.. still learning... (torrent is easy.. but on iphone we hv to use command from the terminal.. no gui!!) need some time to master it...

owhh... new thing i learned... the 10,000 hrs rule... everybody that who want to master a skill.. for the technical part of it... u need to spend 10,000hrs doing it just to master it... it sounds ridiculous i know.. but came to think about it... in some sense it is true... i think i passed the rule for computer n internet... need more on console games... linux... macs... diving... driving... snowboarding... WOWW!!! thats a lot of hrs i need... huhuhu.... nvm... i'll just do as much as i could.... i will die peacefully if i could do 60% of my wishlist... =p

weekend on the bed

2009-01-17T12:30:00.002+09:00

huarghhh!!!! mornin'... err.. more like afternoon already... huhuhu.. dont blame me.. blame the winter n my eyes that dont know how to shut themselves b4 sunrise... dah lebih setgh jam bgn.. but i'm still on my bed... sejuk sgt utk keluar dr futon... but still i manage to check my mail(thAnx 4 the express but undesireable reply.. u really kill my day) is it really necessary to defend urself from my every single word?!!! i dont think so.. wrote everything on clear mind... n never even hv a thought to provoke or making u mad.. but still.. sorry for any inconvinience from my side...

after that i checked my fb n twitter... not so many things happened( in my circle) when i wuz asleep... of coz laaa kalau check all post in twitter... they'll never stop 24/7... ade je post every second...

n now i'm just finishing my post on blogspot... everything done on my comfortable bed n under the warm futon.... while listening to some music on my ipod... hv i said enuff lately how i luv u technology?!! i do... still dont think i'll get out of my bed anytime soon... mayb some podcasts 1st? dont worry... i still hv to get out eventually for foods n toilet... till then... i luv to stay on my bed!!!

new year... new budget...

2009-01-16T23:15:00.002+09:00

yupp... after a long thought... i do need a change in my budget allocations... that means a change in life style... not much... but something needs to change...

y suddenly? every new year i tried to make some changes n upgrades... just to make my life exciting enuff... this yer i got a new phone...(my old phone wuz broken...) got an iphone to replace it... enjoyed using it very much... but it also mean a few thousands yen increased for my phone budget... (do think i hv to pay max on data plan every month since it wont be just plain text as usual...)... no sweat coz i'll squeeze every little data i could... radio streaming.. downloading.. surfing n theetering(using my phone as modem when i'm on the go..)... it wont be much problem coz i've thought about getting e-mobile b4... the cost will be the same... the basic payment will be just the same coz i already paid my htc in full...

another upgrade i did wuz buying a new snowboard set... now i could go snowboarding without worrying about rental... it will reduce some cost i have to pay for rentals... but does hv a heavy effect on this month budget... added with my time magazine subscription... thought i only hv to pay for wut i get every month or so... but it looks like i hv to pay full in advance... that does mean february's budget will hv a little cut too...

huhuhu... time2 recession nih tak terfikir byk sebenarnye aku kene buat cut... all in all... i will hv a normal life... but with less... hv to think about my savings too... dont wanna live paycheck to paycheck life... i need some financial freedom...

wut did i do these days?

2009-01-16T06:02:00.001+09:00

hurmmm... soalan yg agak menarik... sebab aku sendiri xtau ape yg telah aku buat sepanjang minggu ni... tau2 dah nak ujung minggu dah... cepat sungguh masa berlalu... xboxku pon dah berapa ari dah sedey.. yg last maen pon en otai rasenye.. dia dtg lagi umah aku utk amik brg2 dia... ari ni dah nak blk dah mamat tu.. jumpa lagi nant.. jgn ilangkan no yg aku dah maintain dkt seploh taun tu.. huhuhu.. dkt seploh taun dah aku pakai no dg tuh.. xpenah nak tukar no sbb malas nak bitau org no baru... last2 aku gak yg bengang abb ade yg dah bitau byk kali pon mintak lg no tuh.. fon ilang laaa.. tukar enset baru laa.. macam2...

hurmm.. kalau ade sape2 perasan ppst aku mostly ditaip di pg2 bute..(ke jam tu ikut setting masingg2?) xkesahlaa.. mmg byk aku tulis blog ni pg2 bute pon... masa org tgh sedap2 berdengkur.. time tu laa aku plg produktif... matahari dah keluar baru laa nak tdo..(ari ni aku dah tdo tpnye... terbangun amat awal je..)

ok je kot aktif mlm2 buta nih... xde sgt perasaan nak keluar tanpa pekdah... sejuk2 nih baik berkurung slm bilik je... ade danbou... ade humidifier... luar tu sejuk.. kering pulak tu... biarlaaa aku naik berat duk dlm bilik je... kalau xmemeelukan aku kuar.. aku rela duk dlm bilk je...nk kuarkan tfn main phone aku pon xsampai 5 menet tgn aku dah kebas...

the conclusion of this post... aku kurang aktif lately... dr jumlah post bl ni yg baru bertukar jadik dua pon dah blh faham kot... nothing reallly interesting happened these days... inilaa hidup kat negara 4 musim kot... time summer aktif jer... time sejuk2 nih sume org tanak kuar... mari kita berhibeenasi.... huhuhu..

ps: kepada cik ciare... sy amat tak rajinutk menampal gambar di blog ini... kene rujuk kat site2 sy yg len jugak... Sbbnye? gambar dr kamera sy tanpa diedit dlm lingkungan5-10mb.. kecik2 pon 3 mb lebey... kat cni ade limit 1 gig... sy tanak guna limit itu.. no 2 xsuka uploader blogger... kalau upload byk2 nk kene check satu2 utk susun blk... unless blogspot ni blh copy n paste je gambo kat mana2... sy akan kurangkan menampal gambar di sini.. soei 4 da late reply...

long Time no c

2009-01-13T04:38:00.002+09:00

huhuhu..nak wish happy new year mcm dah lambat sgt... not doing much lately.. still bz doimg things( got the habit since i came here.. always keeping myself bz.. no matter wut..) the main reason i did that wuz to not think about wut happened.. but it has become a habit.. eventhough i sont need to..

nak ckp pasal azam ke? hurmm... nothing new kot.. my to do list is still veryyyy long... i even behind my schedule in a few cases... after countdown job.. xbuat byk benda sgt... patutnya pegi main snowboard... tp xlarat.. lg pon en. otai nak dtg.. probably the final time spend masa skali... disebabkan mitsubishi nak kurangkan cost... en. otai merupakan salah seorang mangsa... dan sebagai bukti yg ekonomi jepun terjejas jugak... sejak bln 10 sampailaa sekarang ni dia cuma terperap buat training... tp tetap xdpt keje... kesimpulannye dia blk mesia ujung minggu ni... will miss u buddy... kurang sorang yg selalu melepak kat umah aku... huhuhu... lps ni bila lagi nk jumpa...

then there wuz bidding war 4 my new airwalk snowboard... huhuhu... sampai 530 pg tu bid... since xjd pegi maen snobod... duit yg supposely digunaksn utk tu aku gunakan utk completekan set snowboard aku... board... bindings... boots... board bag... wax set... thought nk upgrade my wear + add a helmet 2 b a true airwalker... guess it will hv 2 wait... mayb next season...

other than that... i bought a new phone.. yg lama dah rosak.. n since i dont really want to use my htc back... dan bayaran bulanan utk htc tu pon dah abes... wut the heck... i bought an iphone... xguna duit lg... amik 24 months payment plan... lg murah... patutnya x blh sbb visa supposely tamat mei ni.. seb baik dpt beli kat softbank ol shop... hihihi...

mmg berpuas ati... byk apps yg blh didownload free mahupon berbayar... like the touch keyboard n still trying to type faster.. this post is a training ... even better after i jailbroke it... ari ni mmg best sbb berjaya unlock sim sekali... i could use my digi sim now if i want... my housemate tried to unlock to be used with hotlink sim... no news yet... either mmg x blh( the software i used wuz still in beta)... or u still hv a long way to learn... yupp... u could follow a tutorial... but to be a seasoned unlocker require some experience... n failure too... dont try to do ur 1st hack on something that u couldnt afford to lose... there are a lot of tips aof course.. but i'll keep it 4 anybody who really want to do it... posers n wannabes... please dont ask me... dah penat menjawab... last2 aku gak yg kene buat sendiri... huhuhu..
act nk talk about something... tp dah pukul 525 dah pon... too tired!!!! takut ayat yg bakal aku susun tersilap pulak... mayb next time!...

::xoxo::

The RED Rider returns!!!

2008-12-25T05:44:00.002+09:00

hehehe.. gempak je title post nih... saye pergi bermain snowboard buat pertama kalinye musim ini... setelah hampir setaun menyepikan diri... bersama2 saya ade 4 org peluncur lain... wpon salji masih belum setebal biasa.. over all naeba prince hotel gets two thumbs up from me...

kepada en. azhar dan cik evy(peluncur buat pertama kali).... sila berlatih lagi ehh.. good job kerana dapat tangkap ape yg diajar dlm masa sehari... dah terer nant buleh lumba.. xpon main perang salji... for me... not much progress since the last time... speed, control n balance were better than b4.. but could be improved... still searching for the perfect recipe to jump... my landing is still too shabby... far away from a perfect landing... hopefully i could get it right this season... n could move on to half pipe next...

=D
||xoxo||

owhh.. pics will be uploaded to flickr or my facebook... together with sakuragicho's day out(two days earlier) and a day in tokyo with mr. keri(the day b4 i went snowboarding).... thats y laa ari ni almost all day pensan... xpe2.. sok kite gi tsukiji ye keri.. mkn sushi ikan fresh..

One Man BAND!!!

2008-12-21T00:03:00.003+09:00

Jack of All Trades
You completed all of the instrument careers
150
Acquired 12/20/2008

I officially completed GH World Tour Career in all instruments today... huhuhu... still a lot more to practice to makes things perfect....

Lead Guitar
I could say playing guitar is my best position right now... from the 5 difficulty levels.. i managed to play all songs in hard n expert level(the two highest level available)... it has been a long way though... i played gh for almost two years now..(since april 2007)... hopefully i could beat all song in expert level soon... those fast paced song are too hard!!!

Bass
Sama as lead guitar... but a lil bit easier.. i do think i've beat expert level songs more than i do in lead guitar... hv to count to make sure...

Drums
started playing drums with en. bart's rock band drums... got myself a set of gh world tour drum set last month... so far so good... managed to play almost song in medium difficulty... n a few in hard... my hands-eye-feet coordination is getting better by the day... trying to beat more hard level songs now b4 i move to expert level.. there is still a long way ahead of me...

Singer
hahahha... i could never imagine myself holding a mic n sing.. i never even went to karaoke.. even with a lot of failure.. i'm greatful i never hv to lower my level to beginner mode... all that timing n pitch stuff.. how could i know.. just thankful i am better than i first started.. wont be a malaysian idol soon enough.. but i think i will get a hang of it little by little... time to try to score higher... n beat more songs in medium difficulty... will try to provide at least one hour(or just half) per day n 5 days a week for that..

plannning to buy myself a real guitar soon... for drums... wait for another year kot.. hv been eyeing that yamaha digital drum for years... or mayb i'll buy that ion drum kit for rock band 1st instead... that look cool enough...

Ion Drum Kit for Rock Band 2(a.k.a. Rock Band 2 Premium Drum Set)

Yamaha DTXpress IV Special Electronic Drum Kit

my current GH World Tour Drum Kit

see the difference?!!

And a marathon is over....

2008-12-19T03:38:00.002+09:00

hihihi.... didn't think i could do it again... but now here i am... just finish watching Band of Brothers in less than 24 hours... 10 episodes... 6GB ++ of data... and about 10hrs viewing time... yes en. otai... aku telah berjaya mengulangi Band of Brothers marathon.. huhuhu... here is some part by part review... for those who know them.. be free to add anything in comment...

Part 1 Currahee
Sets in Taccoa 1942, a group of young mens volunteered to be the newest military regiment... the paratroopers... lead by Lt. Sobel(David Schwimmer, most of us remember him as Ross Geller in Friends series..).. a harsh leader that makes Easy Company the finest paratroopers in the division...

Part 2 Day of Days
Most of us know it as D Day... June 6 1944... when the paratroopers flew from England crossing the English Channel to Normandy... all of the drama starts here... n Lt. Winters rose as Easy Company leader.. coz their CO lost when they try top land... owhh... Lt. Sobel is not their leader that day... he wuz a good leader.. but not in battle field... kompem ramai yg mati kalau mamat ni lead.. they got their 1st win at Normandy in WWII... taking down German's fortified artillery position... letting the Allies bring the supplies n the whole battalion towards their goal to defeat Krauts...

Part 3 Carentan
Only 2 days after Normandy... Easy company leads the division to Carentan... several casualties... the success proves Easy company is the finest soldier available on the ground... soon they were in the frontlines most of the battles engaged..

Part 4 Replacements
fresh faces joined Easy Co. due to heavy casualties... just in time b4 they drop into Holland for operation Market Garden... there were a few issues...

Part 5 Crossroads
Winters lead a platoon(beberapa belas org..) into a risky mission in Dutch Dike... killed 2 companies of SS(+-300 soldiers).. got promoted to Battalion XO(Executive Officer)... n the stories continue in Bastogne...

Part 6 Bastogne
Bastogne, Belgium.... Easy Co. holding the line... cold winters.. massive German artillery..low on supplies n ration coz they were cornered by the Krauts... added by bad leadership... u got the worst christmas.. and the sweetest victory for Easy Co...

Part 7 The Breaking Point
opsss.... hehehe... silap laa td... diorang dapat maintan the line... pastu serang Foy... bandar dekat hutan tu... pastu baru laa menang.... tp teruk jugaklaa.. sbb ketua baru tu mmg hampeh... hehehe..

Part 8 The Last Patrol

Part 9 Why We Fight

Part 10 Points

cupp... malas dah nak tulis panjang2... lagipon mcm spoiler je utk org yg x pernah tgk... secara ringkasnye... lepas satu close counter dgn Nazi... dkt dgn sempadan jerman nih... akhirnya diorang masuk jerman... surprisingly.. agak aman.. sbb time tu askar2 jerman dah mula menyerah.. jumpa Death Camp yg amat menyedihkan.. masuk Eagle Nest... sakit jiwa lepas perang... dan akhirnye masing2 blk dan meneruskan kehidupan sendiri... kesimpulannye... ini satu siri yg amat best,.. (4 me laa)... action + history... highly recommended to watch... aku sendiri dah berapa kali agaknye layan Band of Brothers nih... dlm tu rasanye ni kali kedua takpon ketiga aku me marathon cite nih... hehehehe.. sape2 yg penah join PULAPOL ke ape lagi laa akan faham dgn citer nih.. kesimpulan pada kesimpulannye... sila lah tgk... amaran kerajaan malaysia...

NOT FOR THE FAINTED HEARTS!!!

ReLIving the memories....

2008-12-18T22:26:00.002+09:00

Today is the time for Band of Brothers.,... terfikir nak tgk smalam.. terus dload... Alhamdulillah ari ni siap... Band of Brothers ni cite pasal World War 2... about Easy Company 506 Airborne... Half documentary.. 10 siri semuanye... HBO original production 2001.. teringat masa kat JAD dulu buat Band of Brothers marathon.. huhuhuhu.. a must see series...

Pirates of Silicon Valley

2008-12-18T03:36:00.003+09:00

Another day... another movie... since skarang ni byk tv series on season break... its my time to get into my collections of podcasts n movies n watch them..not just download rite...

this is an old movie... 1999 to be exact.. lama jugak rasenyer tersimpan dlm hdisk aku nih...too little time n too much to do... huhuhu... alkisah cite ni pasal penubuhan microsoft n apple..how the early days of gates n jobbs... not very interesting for movie goers... but a geek like me.. its a must!!!(did i just call myself a geek?).. huhuhu.. wutever.. i luv computers... i luv internet.. n i luv electronic gadgets...

i hv a copy of the movie if anybody want to see it.. amazing how the phrase " good artists copy and great artists steal" used in this movie... or mayb there are somebody out there want to be as rich n as successful as gates n jobbs.. i know i dont want to... (literally... please read between the lines..)... n i wonder about the intellectual property protected by these company... u stole em rite?i feel like want to steal back from them rite now.. happy watchin!!!

Forgetting Sarah Marshall

2008-12-18T01:11:00.002+09:00

Watched the movie today... a light comedy.. but close to my heart... really enjoyed it...

saya telah di tag...

2008-12-17T04:06:00.003+09:00

1.Do you think you are HOT?
r u kidding me?!!hahaha.. never... i'm the opposite of hot.. wutever does it means

2.Upload a fav pic of you

3. Why do you like this picture?
on top of fuji... i know my pic is suck(always does... thats y i rather photographing than being photographed..)took a very long time to decide on this...(sempat tgk pirates of the silicon valley dlm proses mencari tuh..)but others usually hv girls in it.. n hate to answers any question regarding it...

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
di satu mlm yg amat melaparkan di rumah en azhar... kami bertiga melahap piza tersebut.. dominos... 2 bln lps.. lebey kurang...

5. The last song you listen to?
let me check... does canon in d counts??!!! hurmm.. never be replaced 1st lady..

6. What are you doing right now besides this?
wondering y i haven't sleep at 755am... huhuhu.. hv a thought to make expose gallery of fighters.. n jad students... terjumpa byk sgt gambar muda2 yg kelako... listening to some music(music.. not songs..)dan juga dengkuran yg amat nyaring... hehehe..playing some games later.. mayb another movie..

7. What name u prefer besides yours?
luv my name as it is... thanx to my parents... for other name calling... if i respond... either i like it too or just dont care being called that way...

8. People to tag, siapakah yang bertuah itu...

1. pembaca blog ini no 1(iyer.. anda!!!)

2. blog reader no 2(jgn malu2.. jawab cepat..)

3. org ketiga yg membaca blog ini..(copy n paste cepat.. jgn tangguh2..)

4. sape dr mesia yg baca blog ni..(haa.. kamu!! kat mesia kan!!!)

5. pembaca dr jepung...

9. Who is no.1
sila berikan feedback anda...

10. No.3 is having relationship with?
jgn lupa letak komen sebagai feedback org yg di tag no 3..

11. Say something about no.5
mcm xde komen jek nih... kalau ade aku update.. kalau x.. xde laaa...

12. How about no.4?
cukup ke sampai 4 nih?

13. Who is no.2
sy xtau sape pembaca blog saye...

ps: either tak pernah atau pon malas melayan tag.. kepada cik nurhamsiah.. jgn rajin2 meng tag sy yer... sy ni pemalas sedikit sebenarnye... ari ni rajin pulak saye.. pelik sungguh dgn diri ini...

Quotes and more QUOTES!!

2008-12-10T02:40:00.003+09:00

"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. Afraid. Confused. Without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us would rather turn around and go back. But once in awhile people push on to something better-something found just beyond the pain of going it alone and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in. Or to give someone a second chance.
Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream.
Because it's only when you're tested that you discover who you truly are. And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work, faith and belief, and beyond heartache and fear of what lies ahead."
||Lucas Scott||

there are times when i felt that way....many times.... lots of times.... n i guess i'm the kind of person who like to push it over n beyond... keep pushing my own limits... keep getting up every time i fell down... discovering i luv to fight me... keep pushing myself against my limit.... i know its hard to be the best in everything..... being perfect? not a single moment i've ever imagined i'll become one.... just trying to be a better me each and every day...
just remember one thing....

"Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
||Lucas Scott||

one step at a time..... i couldn't go back in time to repairs wut i've done.... n i can't predict neither control wut will happen in my future.... so wut i do is to live in the present.... make it beautiful..... n create + find options for better future.....

There's no shame in being afraid. Hell, we're all afraid. What you gotta do is figure out what you're afraid of, because when you put a face on it you can beat it. Better yet, you can use it. Looking back on what I said all those years ago, all the hopes and dreams I had, I've come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure.
||Whitey Durham||

huhuhu..... my favourite... i've been planning and executing so many things in the past years... some of them fell in the right places.... some of them got delayed.... n some hv to be forgotten..... but i thanked for everything that didnt come out the way i wanted to.... coz every single of them opened new roads for me to explore... i'm still exploring n discovering where will i go next..... n will be doing the same things for years from now.... hurmm... when will i settle down then?

"The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home."
||Whitey Durham||

yeah.... sometimes we're caught in something that we always wanted.... it might not be the best thing for us.... setbacks could make us think n reevaluate things.... we should look at the disappointments we had, not to bitter over them, but as a life experience, personal history that will help us through life....

"William Blake once wrote: There are things that are known and things that are unknown and in between there are doors."
||Lucas Scott||

how could i describe this one? hurmm... anybody want to help me out here?

"As we strain to grasp the things we desire, the things we think will make our life better, money, popularity, fame, we ignore the things that truly matter. The simple things like friendship, family, love, the things we probably already had."
||Lucas Scott||

yupp.... been there..... i always hate people that only think for themselves without turning around n care for others..... there were a period of time i've ignored a lot of people around me.... just being selfish for the sake of me... n guess wut? i do hate myself for that... still cant forgive myself for that... n guess i will keep hating those kind of people no matter how successful they are... till the day they found how the act of selfless is the thing that make their life better... everyone's life... competition is good.... but selfish act is just unforgivable....

hey.... that is just me... in this place i'm talking about my own view.... luv quotes by Lucas n the late Whitey(sape2 yg ikut One Tree Hill sure tau kan..)..... anybody knows the screen writer? he is good.... i would kill just to experience wut he/she hv been through.... that kind of wisdom doesnt come cheap..... n dont come that easy.....

instant 4 in 1(family, responsibility, challenge n future!!!) just add water....

2008-11-26T01:45:00.002+09:00

embrace urslf!!! i do think this post will be lonnnnggggg!!!

hihihi... 2day is along nite... went to fuji speedway on weken... out from house on saturday nite.. 9pm... head to megalos 8oji.. tak masuk gym pon.. just swim in the pool.. spend my time in jacuzzi n sauna till 10pm... head to shinjuku.... hv a quick bite at mcdonald... take another train to kebab istanbul office.. arrive there just on time... 12am.. after putting all the things into the trucks.. we head to fuji speedway... the journey was short.. less than two hours... we stop at 7-e.. bought some food... pull the trucks at a stop... hv our meal while waiting to enter the event area...430am... after waiting 4 most 2 hours in the cold... finally en tokyo-do pon tiba... it wuz still dark n cold...(it wuznt even 5am..)but i counted there were no less than 100 cars waiting to enter fuji speedway(from the east gate only)..

1hr ++ needed to set both stall(we hv two stalls.. one is tent..n one in the 300k rm kebab truck...talk about this truck when i hv the time...)...it wuz toyota motorsports festival.. a busy day as always... 10 staff... 1.1mil yen(about 45k rm in sale..) just another successful day... start packing our stuff at 5pm.. ready to leave at 6pm... we only arrive at toll gate after almost 2hrs.. it wuz three day holidays... n everybody is coming back to tokyo.. the roads were pack with cars... even the highways were packed... the return trip took 5 hrs.. 2.5x more than we had the nite b4... rushed to train station with en gemok... arrived at my room sweet room around 12am... took a bath... a long bath in the small ofuro... watched some news... i didnt know when i fall asleep... it wuz 4pm when i opened my eyes... a long sweet sleep in the rain... all japan wuz raining for the whole day.. just nice... it wuz just what i need...

hv to cut the story short... already took 1hr to this point... i havent write anything about the title yet... it has been almost 4 years since i first arrive here... since i've been in the boarding school since i wuz twelve... the homesick feeling hv not been a problem.... there is a but anyway... i do miss my family... at times... i realize i've missed a lot of family occasions.. birthday.. anniversary, weddings, death... name it... i think i hv all in my pocket... n i dont even know how to repay them for all the things i've missed... my mom, my dad, my sisters, my brother n brother in laws... last but not least... my niece n nephews..

i had a long talk with a fried 2nite... one thing lead to another... there wuz a long part we talked about families... it knocked my sense that i really miss them... part of i havent spent much time with them.. part i feel i hv my responsibilities to them... i tried to be a good kid... but there are times i failed... tried 2 behave every single seconds i could... but there are times disappointed them... a lot of times... i know i'm not perfect... n i couldn't be... but i learn that i hv responsibilities to make up with everything i missed.. n every time i've done wrong... + i am the first boy in the family... like it or not... i will hv responsibilities towards my families.. big n small...

there are other things that i hv to make up too... add it with the families... my dream that i'm chasing... i think i hv a to do list long enough to occupied me till i dead... =p i always takes thing one at a time.. i think i need to start to upgrade myself... learn multi tasking... a duo core processor.... start killing two birds with a stone... note to myself... intel has a quad core... n ibm has cell processor in ps3 that has 8 core... get a new mobo, add some ram n train urself to upgrade to quad core n cell processor.. u will need it...

i used to hv plans... n guess wut.. i fall behind... tried to catch up... but i just fall even further... the last fall i had make me realize... i need to stop.. breath in... prepare myself up to face even more tougher challenges ahead of me.. it has been long n tiring journey... but i'm not even halfway to my goal... hurmm.. now i'm thinking about my recovery up protein... i usually worn myself up... i need a good but short rest... coz i need the time n energy to spend on the next thing i hv to face... but continue with the whey protein too will u? they produce some results dont they?+ the chocolate flavor do taste good rite?

instead just upgrading the processor.. i need to speed up recovery.. that way i could spend more time running.. n less time stopping.. multi task... faster processor.. o whole lot more time to process... hurmm... that sounds like a plan... one step at a time khalili... no.. NO!!! two steps!! u hv the duo core now dont u... this foreseeable future is a little bit dark n scary... just like when i hv my first night dive... vertigo... n one huge torch lite just not enough to do the trick.. i need my spare torch light to go through the dark... luckily i came prepared...

another note to myself... when u're diving into something... dont get to focused on the things that u want to see.. just give enough attention so ur dont get COT torns into ur fingers... watch out for the jelly fish around u... duck n dive n hope u are lucky enough not to touch them... or the definite potion is ur pee... do that... n at the same time... watch the beauty of the ocean floor that human only live on the ground missed... gorgeous, mesmerizing... no words could explain... the beauty that u troubled urself to get to... hopefully it will be worthwhile...

hurmmm... i dont how i sounded like with all that words... i think i just talked about myself using the terms of the 3 things i'm into... probably that will confused most if not all of the person that will read this post... huhuhu... well.. interpret it how u want it to be... its not sonnet or any masterpiece... i dont talk about the road that not taken or anything... another hurmm... am i going crazy? hopefully not...

guess i will return with the long but not too please read between the line post next time.. i hv a lot of hobbies.. i'm sorry... think back about it.. i hv a post titled life is like a rpg game... man!!! i do hv a lot of hobbies... i'll stop hitting the keyboards while i think about keeping all my hobbies or leave some of them b4 i hv my good morning sleep..

till then....
:xoxo:

commitment?!!!

2008-11-20T12:39:00.002+09:00

there wuz a time when i thought i am ready to commit in a relationship.. THERE WUZ!!! but these few years..(since i came here to be exact..) i spent a lot of time thinking about this... well.. when u live alone.. there will be so much time to think to hv a company beside u.. + if there is a poll about the most topics i get every time i come back to Malaysia.. question about marriage.. gf... n everything in between will hv a slide majority.. easily... come to think about it... it makes sense.. i am now 24... my sister recently married... that makes me next in the line... there is a lot of my friends in the same age if not majority hv married.. some even hv baby(ies)... n gosh... i know a few of my relatives n frens younger than me hv married... some even hv baby(ies) or going to hv one..

in 2nd thought... i am only 24... if i get married now... there is a chance i will hv to spend a lifetime with the girl i'm married... up to 2 lifetime if i hv a long life.. come to think about it... all this years... hv i commit to something/someone all my life up to know? except for my own family.. i cant think about anything else.. but when i think again... almost(if not more than) half of my life i spent away from my family... and the half that i spent with my family wuz since i born untill i wuz in standard 6.. in that 12 years... almost half of it i dont even remember.. (i wuz a baby... then a small kids who only knows how to play.. eat when i'm hungry.. cry when i'm in pain).. it wuz the simpler time...

then primary school.. got pocket money from my parents in the morning.. go to school.. playing almost all the time.. only pretend to be good in front of my teachers.. hihihi.. luckily there wuz no complex math... n i'm good in language.. my mom is a bm teacher.. even teach me english when i wuz in standard 1.. never teach me in the later years though.. which is a relief.. she is very strict in class.. i couldn't even say the word mom when i wuz in school as far as i remember..

i learnt to live on my own since i wuz a kid.. we are not a poor family... but certainly not rich... three big things i remember my dad bought me wuz a computer(dos operated.. 1991).. a micro genius... (a video game.. my 1st console ever..).. n a mountain bike.. other smaller things i got by crying to my mom n sis... =p or just saving my pocket money to buy them.. there are times when i only spent half of my pocket money... sometimes less.. even not spending it all... (simple.. i ate breakfast b4 i go to school.. play during recess.. i wuz a kid.. playing is more important than food ok.. then go back home to hv a nice lunch...

hurmm.. is that how i started to manage my own finance.. mayb... it wasnt easy to earn them... n i wuz very particular on how i spent them... in 1997.. sas.. a boarding school.. spent 5 years there.. away from my family.. then a month in matrix pilah... owhh.. that is after a few months at home waiting for my spm result... but i remember that year my parents when to mecca.. both of my older sis working.. my younger sis wuz in a boarding school.. n my little bro spent most of his day at my uncle's house.. at that time our house in damansara damai is still new.. there wuz no school.. n my lil bro wuz in the same school with my cousin.. they when to school together n only come back home when my sister is back.. i live alone most of the time.. went out a few times a week.. wanted to hv a part time job but my dad didnt give a permission.. still.. i spend half of the day with my family and the other half alone or with my frens.. after pilah a few more years in poly-tech college bangi.. than i went here.. in 2005..

hurmm.. that is most about it.. back to the issue.. commitment.. there wuz a time when i wuz madly in luv.. hv a thought that i'm ready to commit 100% to a relationship.. till the relationship went sour... devastated i wuz.. the after effect is overwhelming.. i once thought when i arrived here i will never want to come back to malaysia.. bawak diri laa kononnye.. huhuhu... it wuz stupid i know... instead of searching a new girl for rebound.. i took the long way.. give a thought about it.. a very long thought... met with some great girls.. but after one another i get away b4 my relationship get too close... commitment problems? mayb.. probably i just look too far into it.. but sometimes.. i think i dont look far enough..

a guy is a guy... the 1st n easiest thing to see is how pretty/cute the girl is.. but in time i learnt how shallow that wuz... start looking into her heart.. this part is tricky... men n women alike.. there is no easy way to know someone's heart.. learning them take a quiet long time... i invested some of my time for it.. then come the trickiest part.. to understand them... being a friend to different sexes is not easy i tell u.. there are common grounds.. but so much difference.. to learn, to understand, to respect and to take the difference away from being a barrier.. hurmm... i could say that it is a full time job... same like marriage...

sharing is one thing.. i came to a conclusion.. i am a family man.. my job to my family is the highest priority.. all these years.. its clear that us human... more n more thinking about money n career.. + power i guess.. no matter men or women.. hurmmm.. not all.. but the number is increasing.. that is y no matter how pretty.. how connected i am with a girl.. i'll put career woman below on my list.. even though i could share my feelings with them.. hv a blast as a fren.. i dont think that i could live my life with someone married to her job..

there are a few n rarely found qualities nowadays which i want to keep around my life.. selfless... and the willing to sacrifice.. i could add a few more.. but this post will only become longer.. i just pick the top 2... i dont like to be angry.. making anyone angry... or someone angry at me... so i try dont make anyone angry just for the sake of i dont want others to angry with me... huhuhu.. y? i learnt that i am the kind of person who will treat someone better if they treat me good.. n when someone is not.. i will ignore them or treat them the way they treat me(bad treatment in this case..)... mayb it is a kind of defensive mechanism or something.. i dont really know.. but that is the way it is...

hurmm.. mayb this is the first time i make this public.. i like a girl who i could share everything with.. laughter n sadness... there are a lot of time people say that i am too quiet.. hurmm.. that is not the truth.. when i comfortable with someone.. i tend to speak a lot.. i even hv problem to stop.. that is y i'm searching someone that could be my best fren as much as a good wife n mom.. i want to be a good dad n husband that is y i want a good mom n wife.. in term of best fren.. i want to be able to share almost if not everything with my luv one.. there is no point if i could not even talk long hours with my wife.. share everything we went through everyday.. or every conversation we hv end in a fight.. its the perfect recipe for 4ever love 4 me i guess.. every person is different.. this is mine.. y dont u share urs?

think i' babbled to much already today.. for those who could read this sentence.. congratulations... u just waste a lot of time reading my babble box... =p

till then..
::xoxo::

Places I've Been

2008-11-18T04:22:00.002+09:00

Stumbled on Cities I've Been apps in facebook... guess wut? i've went to at least 95 cities... but only 5 countries... most of it except for one is in Asia.. and most of the cities i've been of course in peninsular malaysia.. even city count in Japan is not that impressive... hurmmm... better put more countries and even more cities to my wishlist... hopefully in the coming years i could put any country in the southern hemisphere to my list.. n more from out of Asia...

guess there is one more thing i've put in my to do list... i wonder if i could ever finish em' all...

ps: you could see the map in the bottom of this page... help me add some more places on it.. if u're somewhere that i've never been.. or planning to go to the places i never go... count me in.. i could be a good company for you...

Sorry, just put the blame on me

2008-11-16T23:20:00.003+09:00

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I've done things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry for not being the perfect guy
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me

I'm sorry I've changed
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you were the best thing in my world
And how I was so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that I put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief

I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
and now I'm sorry for all the things I said

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was in denial and now I realize

I'm sorry for the embarrassment that you felt
Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

ps: me cut version of Akon's Sorry, put the blame on me... Wrote a longer version b4... but guess some things better left unsaid...

invest!!!

2008-11-10T01:53:00.002+09:00

its 7 minutes to 2am.. but still i couldnt sleep... even after 2 20++hrs working in 2 days.. yeah 20++hrs!!! thats me.. i usually work log hours on weekend.. while others spend their free times for fun.. its tiring for sure... it wuz hard 4 me even to walk to n from the train station on the way back.. my feet hurts after i did all the works... that is the bad side.. the right side.. which i like.. i earned almost rm1k... yupp!! one thousand ringgit malaysia in just two days.. two days of hard works n i could earn half a month of fresh grad salary in malaysia... the work is hard.. but i enjoy working.. working beside my friends... en. firad dan tidak ketinggalan ketua syarikat.. well.. most of the time... sure we had conflicts sometimes.. but the good times i had surpasses the bad times...

instead of using the word sacrifice.. i like to use the word invest!! i invested 20++ hrs working... 6 hrs of transit time... my skills n my energy... n the return is very impressing... instead of that 1k i got for working.. i enjoyed being with my frens eventhough i hv to work my ass off almost every single minutes to keep up with the demands... i met some interesting customers.. (there were bad customers too... but we just make fun of them after they leave.. =p) i learn something new every time i go to work... not just getting faster n faster every time.. i could now prepare a shop/stall.. projecting sales... know almost every single step in making something that is so simple to be a sell out product... en. panjang aka firad siap buat lawak lagi lps ari ni aku xkan dikire sebagai part timers.. tp as a company employee.. something that i could be proud of..

in here.. part timers.. esp the one who get a job through part time agencies.. are meant to do simple things.. things that helps to keep a company running.. something that even a 10 year old kid could do.. in my case.. after almost 4 years working at kebab istanbul(formerly known as doner time).. i dont just do the simple works.. but i could take part in making decisions.. they still watching me under the microscope for the difficult parts.. but leaving me in charge of the shop when they are too tired or need to do something else.. is a big complement..

wopps.. that is a veryyyy long introduction.. hehehe... mmg aku ni tak blh nak membebel pendek2.. should change this(note to myself)... the main thing is.. wut this post is all about.. almost all of us the word invest only with MONEY... that is just not true.. yupp.. investing money is very important.. not for me n others... keep in mind that living paycheck to paycheck(for those who doesnt understand.. hidup makan gaji...dengan lain kata... awal bulan gaji masuk belanja abes2.. bile ujung bulan kalau blh nk berkhemah dpn mesin atm tunggu duit gaji masuk sbb gaji bln sebelumnya dah abes)in this globalisation era is not something we could afford anymore.. wut i mean is... for the past few decades.. malaysia is a very stable country... whenever bad things happened to the world economy... it affected malaysia very little.. next to nothing.. some people could not even realised it happened..

y?!! y did this happened?!! and wuts changing? jom kita guna perumpamaan katak di bawah kaca..(katak bawah tempurung dah tak tepat dah..).. huhuhu.. we could see everything outside of our world(malaysia in this case..).. but when its raining(something bad happen) we wont get wet.. all this time.. our government has protect us from the bad things outside of malaysia.. giving us a security blanket so that we could feel safe... all this years.. since we got our independence..

but guess wut.. one day we'll hv to grow up... n leave the security blanket behind.. the day that we finally understand that the security blanket that make us feel safe all this years is just a blanket.. it could keep u warm when its cold... but there is no such thing as super blanket in this world...

for those who keeps an update of wut happening in this world...(instead of football n celebrity gossip).. to date... almost 1.2millions of americans lost jobs this year... half of them lost theirs in the last 3 months... the big threes(Ford, GM and Chrysler) will go bankrupt in less then a year... top investment firms n banks hv to ask for government aid to keep afloat.. US government has a deficit of 8000 billions...(will reach 1 trillion someday... just a matter of time.. they spent their money eventhough they dont hv it on wars... the economic downturn make they need to spend more just to save those companies.. eventhough the reality is they dont hv the money...)

if america sneeze.. the world will get cold(borrowed... credit to the blogger.. u know who u are..).. ape maksudnye... like it or not.. US mmg kuasa besar dunia dlm ekonomi.. wut ever happen to US.. will affect another countries around the world.. directly or indirectly... we might not suffer as much as americans do in this economic downturn.. but.. we will...

kesimpulannya di sini ialah.. no matter how stable is ur job... or how good is ur financial security.. put aside a part of the money u earn for investments.. even it means u spend a little less than wut ur earning says... u never know wut will happen tomorrow.. u might get hit n die in an accident.. (patah dua tiga tulang ke).. u might get sick.. u might get rob when u just withdraw ur money or on ur way to buy a big screen tv.. every small percentage of ur hard-earned money invested.. u will get another extra add-ons feature on ur financial security.. stop paying ur credit card company ridiculuos interest rate.. n start living by ur means... we hv so many choices on where to put our money.. REIT, trust fund, fixed deposit accounts, stocks, FOREX etc.. i know every investment come with a risk.. just remember one simple rule in investing.. low risk.. low return.. high risk.. high return... get to know ur risk tolerance... n be patience while waiting ur money tree grow up n bear the money fruits.. huhuhu..

opss.. enuff the talk with money... as i said earlier.. wpon investment ni sentiasa dikaitkan dgn duit... but spend some of ur time to think outside of the box...

1. knowledge investments
nowadays tuition fees in college are very high.. not only that.. the competition get higher and higher everyday.. invest ur time to learn n study... invest ur money for text n reference books.. invest ur night sleep for mid n final term exams.. owhh.. assignments too.. no matter how the methods u choose.. u'll earn the bonus n interest of ur investment in a few years..

2.goodwill investment
hv u ever feel u r in a deep problem but u dont know who u could turn to? if u do.. ask urself.. wut deeds hv i done for other people to help me solve my problems? did i help them when they had one? do i hv someone that i could call my good fren or my bestfren that hv been n will be beside me through all thick n thin? am i good enough to others that i could expect they will be good to me? when wuz the last time i offer any help to someone? huhhu.. these r just some of my checklists... there r a lot more.. just cant get it all out at this hour..

in a nutshell.. be good n be sincere in wut u do.. there r many good people oround the world who will reply ur goodwill accordingly.. just dont be TOO NICE.. buat baik berpada-pada, buat jahat jgn sekali.. just simply means.. never do that will make people hate u, yet dont be TOO nice.. there are some people who doesnt deserve ur goodwill and/or thankful for ur kindness.. if u meet that kind of person.. dont be cruel.. just stop being nice... =p

its 337 am.. the list could go on and on and on.. but i7m soooo tired n kinda hv a mental block rite now... will update this post or write a sequence of this post later... nitey nite...

::xoxo::

A Slow Day n A Pretty Slow Weekend...

2008-11-04T03:48:00.004+09:00

Woke up around 730 am this morning(err.. yesterday..) after about 4 hrs sleep... walaupun ari ni public holiday.. kene jugak aku bgn awal.. ade baito..
seb baik dkt tachikawa je.. half an hour from my house(10mins walking to train station.. n 15 minutes train ride..)kerja start kul 10.. saja nak bgn awal.. dah lama x bgn pagi... dah mula sejuk ni makin liat laa ckit nk bgn pg.. + i always sleep in the morning.. mlm berjaga.. rasa mcm batman laa pulak skarang ni... got almost 2 hrs b4 i need to get off from my bed.. since last nite tdo atas sofa je.. n pg ni bilik xdelaa sejuk sgt.. without turning the heater on.. i watched some podcasts in m blanket...

thank u bart n fatin 4 the open house on sunday... ade jugak seronok weken ni after all day long on saturday bermalas-malasan di rumah... played some games.. but relatively not much gaming... 4 me laa.. 4 others mayb still blh consider a lot..not much things happened on saturday... since cik fatin dan konco2 nye sibuk memasak... nak tolong pon dah ramai sgt anak dara kat dlm dapur tu.. we guys just played some games that nite.. till morning as always.. tgh2 sedap main en bart yg sedang on call menerima panggilan dari customer yg memerlukan bantuan.. maka kami yg lain pon tidurlah... tgh2 ari tu bgn on comp je bart kata fo3(fallout 3) dah kuar.. terus cari torrent dia n dload.. superb speed!! almost 8gb file size takes a little bit more than 1 hr to finish.. dah siap dload n tgh2 mengunzipkan fail tuh ak turun bawah tgk2 ape yg nak ditolong.. layan2 si Buck(kawan si bart time keje dulu)... lawak giler mamat ni... seronok jugaklah melayan dia.. tlg potong2 sayur ckit utk laksa.. then naik blk lps ensetku berbunyi tanda masa utk meng burn cd pulak.. jamuan start kul 5.. tp beselaa.. dah kul 6 camtu barulah ramai yg dtg menyerbu... sampai ke dapur2 jugaklaa manusia... aku dah mkn awal2.. so time ramai2 serbu tu kami mengalihkan punggung ke umah en azhar.. after party!! =p bile ramai2 ni mmg best gila laa.. take turn maen.. dah kul 8 lebih mcm tu turun blk mkn utk 2nd round.. laksa time!!!

sambil mkn sambil join golongan dewasa berborak.. lain sekali suasana kat ctu... kat atas tu ibarat kanak2.. kat bawah ni mcm mak bapak.. huhuhu.. main2 ngan si lutfi.. ganas gile budak tu bile dpt member.. n played with baby hannah too.. cute sungguh baby itu.. baru tiga bln,,, kene pegang baik2.. fragile lg.. the sweetest thing when she smiled n laughed... yupp.. i luv kids.. but still hv no plans making one yet... =p dlm kul 10 camtu sorang2 beransur balik.. kami bersembilan menyambung party di gelanggang bowling.. huhuhu.. ramai jugak mlm tu..
dah ramai blk pon.. still ade ramai org men bowling n kat umah bart kanak2 tu main wii pula.. blk umah dlm kul 1.. finishing some things i need to do.. watched some news n sleep..

kerja ari ni agak membosankan.. kerja yg semalam buat berlima.. ari ni tinggal tiga org.. sebabnya hasil jualan x sebanyak yg dijangka.. yupp.. definitely mmg tak ramai... dah lama xdpt event camtu.. betullah kata en. benang aku sorang je dah cukup utk cover kitchen.. average tak sampai 20bijik kebab sejam.. 6 jam aku keje baru abes setgh kotak roti.. (byk jugak tu sebenarnye.. satu kotak blh buat 240 kebab.. tp compare dgn event2 biasa aku kerja sekotak roti itu selalunya akan abes dlm masa sejam time peak hours...).. so blh bygkanlah beza satu kotak roti sejam dgn stgh kotak roti sehari... byk kan beza.. lps kemas2 sy en benang dan hinata sama berborak2 dulu.. blk awal pon mcm takde apa sgt nk buat.. wpon time tu dah ngantuk jugaklaa rasa..next week punya event tennis(12 days event.. tokyo open kalau x silap.. seb baik hinata sama ade.. xyah aku gi taun ni...), design fiesta n one more event kat fuji speedway.. agak bz laa jugak.. bincang2 bape org nak panggil.. sape keje kat mana ape sume.. nothing much..

kuar sr ctu kul 5ptg.. on the way nak gi eki terfikir-fikir patut x singgah 8oji utk gi gym... last2 dlm train kensel xnak pegi.. sbb membership aku blh masuk dr kul 7mlm je.. ade sejam lebih seblom blh masuk.. + bi;e tersengguk-sengguk dlm train tu maknanya aku kene dptkan bantal dulu.. sampai2 kat umah terus mandi... pastu mengadap comp.. somethings changed in my room.. hurmm.. dload episod baru amzing race n simpsons.. n pastu aku pon mula menyusun barang dlm bilik... ckit je laa.. kene amik meja kecik kat umah bart dulu... xde tpt nk letak brg... n since tv lama aku dah pon cik ah dan en amar amik mlm td.. ade laa space ckit.. byk benda nak kene susun blk ni.. takpe2.. slow n steady... gilir2 susun bilik n susun file dlm comp... sounds easy.. but the thing is i hv a lot of stuff n tons of files...hard disk je ade lebih 1TB... free space??? not more than 10%... n new files keep coming everyday... bart ajak abeskan laksa.. sori bart.. aku tgh penat n kenyang bau kebab tak abes lagi.. ingatkan nk pegi mlm ckit.. tp blom ape2 aku dah tertdo.. dpt laa lelap dlm sejam lebih.. nk tgk amazing race.. baru laa terperasan terlepas satu episod.. dload lg satu.. layan simpson dulu n then baru layan dua2 episod amazing race.. tdo blk.. terjaga kul 11mlm sebab en jimin meminta maggi dan tekak dahaga.. sedap sungguh tdo dlm bilik bersuhu 25 darjah celcius...off heater... mkn mlm.. n mengadap comp sampai ke saat ini... dah 440 dah.. bila nk tdo khalili?!! ape2 pon kita tamatkan post ini dulu..

sekian wassalam...

Games n more GAMES!!!!

2008-11-01T15:52:00.002+09:00

Some of the readers of this blog may realize that i've add new stuff on the page.. i hv my own 360 blogging on the top and there is my gamer card on the right... it doesn't tell 100% of my gaming.. since it is fully automated and could only updates themselves when my console is connected to the internet... fyi, i play games much2 more than that...

ps:i connect my laptop to my tv most of the time... (my laptop screen is to small n i could get better resolution with my tv) when i play games i usually forgot to turn back my laptop screen on.. i wont know if there are anybody msging me... not just no screen that i couldn't see.. i also connect my laptop speakers to my tv speakers.. so sorry...

The World Economy is Going Crazy n Crazier... The Craziest I've Ever See...

2008-10-29T07:12:00.002+09:00

mornin!! kepada sape2 yg menjenguk blog nie... this post will be different than previous posts.. well.. previous posts just posts about me having a blast.. good times.. hurmm.. that is just me.. the more i'm having fun means i'm getting more troubles than always.. i'm trying to learn about myself everyday.. the more i tried to.. the more i understand myself.. n raise even more questions.. to meke everything short n sweet.. i will hv fun if i hv problems.. it will keep the problems out of my mind.. n definitely will turn all the negative charges inside me to become positives.. call me optimist.. call me anything u want.. but i am just me.. a normal human...

enuff of talk about myself.. it wuz just an introduction.. i hv a lot of interest.. one of them is economy.. shoot me any question u could think of.. i could relate the economy we hv today with ur life.. our daily life.. i've grown my awareness about economy in a long time.. long story short.. ever since i came here.. my sensitivity about this topic just like i hv a multi millions multi national company(i wish).. every little change in the politics n economy will hv enourmous effects on us.. a lot of people doesn't realize the effect immidiately... some effects are to small to realize.. but.. if u only realize it when u hv been kicked out of ur work.. i think that is just too late...

i follow US economy very closely.. i'm not pro america.. but like it or not.. changes in US politics n economy will hv effects if not to the rest of the world.. many countries will.. including malaysia.. a few facts that u might or might not know... crude oil prices reached its all time high($150usd/barrel) just a couple of months ago.. it wuz rising steadily since a year ago.. but wuz traded at $65usd/barrel the last time i checked(a few days ago).. more than half of the price at its peak.. why? everyone at my age will remember 1997 economy downturn... mayb a lot will remember 9/11 tragedy.. n some will remember the london bombing... it is just a few of things that trigger the economic south(when i say south i mean down.. it is just a an economic term..)... let us turn some history books pages n take a look at america's 1930's economy depression.. the reason is.. wut happen now.. will be similar if not worse than wut happened in US that time.. n thanks to globalisation(should i say thanks??) the effects will be feel by all of us...

by the time i'm writing this.. there hv been n will be millions of people losing jobs.. stocks prices all around the world is falling faster than rollercoasters... that means the poor will be poorer.. n the rich.. well.. they wont get poor.. but they'll lose a lot of money.. for those who keeps their money in bank accounts.. never invest in any form of stocks market or currency trading wont see this.. but.. dont be shocked if one day ur money in ur bank account is lost because the bank u save ur money in is declared bankrupt...

huhuhu.. dont be panic.. it just the worst case scenario.. hopefully things will never be that way... for the guys live in japan.. if u hv any savings.. wired, send, use western union ur money to malaysia as soon as u could... a few hours ago i checked the exchange rate wuz 38.xx n a few minutes ago it wuz down to 35.xx... u dont know where this will be heading.. it wuz hard to get even 30.xx afew months back.. but the rate changes almost 3.xx overnight.. lower or higher this could be considered a bargain to exchange ur money n save/invest in malaysia...

there will always a bad n good side when something happens.. depends on where u're standing n ur way seeing things... anything is possible.. luv to make this long post longer... but i think i will continue it in part 2.. gtg guys...

No PArt Time Weekend...

2008-10-27T09:14:00.002+09:00

last weekend i didn't hv any baito... in negative perception.. i will not earn some money to spend or save... but in other perception... THIS IS THE TIME I COULD DO EVERYTHING i hv missed for all of the weekends i worked.. we were rocking out rock band all nite friday nite.. the next day i woke up at 12pm.. er... officially out of bed at 1pm actually... hihihi.. bergegas utk siap2 ke open house kuj... it wuz held at student house in naka meguro.. wuz it naka meguro? huhuhu.. the open house officially started at 2pm till 4pm.. we arrived there at about 3pm.. since we arrived an hour late.. nasik dah pon abes.. for consolation there wuz still nasi impit, roti jala n soto.. which wuz verryyyy good.. met lots of friends old n new there... estimated there wuz over 100 people came.. make sense coz 8oji je dah 9 org dtg... we leaved student house around 5pm... everybody went separate ways.. some of the guys went straight back home.. a few of them went to basya n nin'S home for another open house... since i wuzn't invited.. i didn't go there.. i know the concept of open house is to go to the house invited or not(everybody is invited concept).. but since 4th batch n nin's batch(2kisei?) still ramai kat cni.. better i dont go.. coz umah kat jepun ni kecik2.. n i could imagine how hard wuz it to prepare as much food as u could with such limited resources..

heartbroken coz my psp screen wrecked.. nk hantar repair pon kene blk umah dulu amik warranty.. i head to shinjuku with the guys after tapauing some leftovers.. make a stop at yodobashi nishi-shinjuku.. bought a gh aerosmith guitar bundle off gold points.. i want the guitar.. guitar bart rosak mlm td.. n since mine wuz a few months younger than his.. i thought mine will be too.. luv that guitar.. it wuz my 2nd gh guitar.. the 1st one broke.. bought another one(the same model).. it wuz gh 2 guitar.. rarely available now.. decided to keep it just for my collection..

after that i head back home.. kemas bilik ckit.. open up the guitar... tried a few song just to hv the feel.. n i did watch some tv series.. did i?around 1230am i went to mr azhar house with the new guitar.. planned to play a few gigs..i thought i heard a few voices.. turn out mr. M, mr shuk n mr aris wuz there.. they just came back from the open house n decided to stop herre.. this will be a fun wekend.. canceld the plan to play gh.. went to star lane(bowling alley).. mr aris n i didn't bowl.. we just sit n watch n talked...just not in the mood.. seblom pergi lg mmg dah 50-50 nak main ke tak..yg datang dr cni je dah 9 org.. then oyour ngan daos pon join... means 11 org.. in a bowling alley.. kul 1 pg... had a blast.. time nak blk en azhar mengeluarkan suara.. aku laparlaa.. jom gi makan... at 150AM!! kami pon pergi ke saizer wpon en jimin dan encik shuk sedikit memprotes.. time order sume org mkn gak.. except 4 me.. sbb kat umah dah mkn jala2 yg ditapau.. a bit full.. + mmg lately tak mkn byk..

dah dkt kedai nk tutup tu barulaa kitorang blk.. bart sampai2 je amik gitar.. sempat layan 2 lagu.. pastu diorang layan WE 11 pulak.. en aris dan en M awal2 lg dah tdo.. aku pon menyusul selepas itu.. i'm not very good in sports game.. the reason is... sports game is too redundant.. i wll play em.. do some training.. master a few tricks.. get some achievements... after a month or two i will stop playing.. these guys however... play the same game the whole year.. n almost everyday!!! there will always be a new version come out every year... but i will only playing it for a few months.. n the rest of the year is off season for me...

Sunday, 26 Oct 2008

woke up just b4 9am.. went back to my room... (i slept at en azhar house..)doing some stuff on my computer...since only en aris woke up besides me.. i decided to bergolek-golek on my bed.. terlelap jugak.. tp bile dah terjaga pon sambung golek2 semula.. dkt2 kul 2ptg en azhar call.. jom gi kedai halal lunch.. skarang ni tabehodai..(tabe hodai maksudnye all u can eat.. buffet.. vikings.. dan yg sewaktu dgnnye..) since masa tabehodai hanya sampai kul 3.. pertanyaan pertamaku.. korang dah siap ke.. haah.. dah siap.. since i wuz still on my bed.. didnt take any shower.. i passed...the whole evening i played some guitar.. watche amazing race, csi n a few others tv series..it wuz 650pm n i want to play gh again when en azhar called.. jom gi mkn kat kedai halal.. hah?!! bkn korang dah mkn ke td? rupe2nye diorang tak pegi pon.. ptg mereka dihabiskan dgn bermain game juga.. en M en shuk dan en aris pon ade lg.. dr plan nk singgah kejap je kat 8oji.. tukar plan nk blk pg ahd.. n skarang dah mlm pon ade lg kat 8oji...

disebabkan diorang dah nk gerak dah.. aku pon turun je laa dgn pakai tshirt ngan track bottom je.. baju melepak dlm bilik.. dah laa baju semlm aku pakai semula.. huhuhu..naik kete bart.. dia singgah yodo sbb nak antar kamera fatin service.. since aku tak sempat nk kuarkan warranty psp aku.. decide nk tros jln kakai ke kedai halal.. dkt je pon.. make a stop at Dospara.. bought a case of dvd dl...dlm 730 orde.. tp makanan kitorang 850 baru sampai.. hampeh btol.. mmg lembap gile..alasan toke dia.. ade catering td.. tak cukup org keje... aku pon mengorder shish kebab, cheese nan + chicken curry.. yg lain mostly amik set.. biarlaa.. sekali sekala mkn best.. (set lg jimat)

dlm tempoh sejam menunggu tu masing2 mula masam muka.. sume lapo... aku seb baik abeskan nasik impit ptg td,., so maintain je laa.. kalau nk kire sebenarnye pon jumlah makanan yg aku order plg ckit sebenarnye.. time mkanan sampai je sume senyap melahap makanan... wajah yg masam2 td pon jadik ceria semula.. perut dah berisi punye pasal.. dlm pada tu sempat laa bincang psl snowbord trip taun nih.. wpon ade lg 2 bln seblom winter sports season start.. awal2 lg dah plan.. uhuhuhu..
dlm 930 mcm tu kami pon pulang... en m en shuk dan en aris akhirnye pulang juga ke rumah masing2.. en bart yg jahat itu masih lg cuba meracun en shuk supaya stay kat 8oji utk mlm itu.. jahat sungguh en bart..sianlaa en aris yg pg2 buta esk dah kene kuar gi keje..

sampai kat umah turn on gh.. started the bassist career.. played a few gigs.. then decide utk tdo.. seblom tu dload news kat podcast dulu.. n watch em.. man... economy rite now is crazyy... really2 crazy.. the recession has begun.. still not in full swing.. but like it or not.. it will be AT LEAST 12 months b4 everything will be positive again.. n those who listened to my economy comments... please take note that this recession is new to me.. some if not all of my comment will be wrong...

the new n the old guitar.. just an eye candy..

Rockin' All NIte LOng

2008-10-25T06:13:00.002+09:00

another fun nite with en. bart n en. azhar... this time we rockin' out gh world tour.. huhuhu.. the nite b4 we only played with 2 guitars.. this time we add some spice by adding a singer... i discovered that we're able to use 360 headset as mic early in the evening.. trying to challenge a few songs myself.. but i think i need more practice..

started playing around 1 am.. n our jamming session ends at 6.. we played most of the songs in the disc... all 3 of us could play that plastic guitar very well.. even on expert difficulty... the only problem was vocal.. cik fatin pon ade jugak td... but most of the time jadik pemerhati dan penggelak setia.. it wuz fun.. really.. plg tak tahan sekali bila en azhar menyanyi dengan suara sopranonye ... sume org tergelak sepanjang2 lagu tu.. aku sendiri blh berpeluh dlm sejuk2 tu n sampai meleleh air mata gelak.. seb baik dpt control nk terkencing sampai lagu abes... i tried to sing a few song.. but still.. i could nail only a few.. seb baiklah tiga2 org ade kelebihan masing2.. bnile tersangkut kat mana2 lagu blh pass mic kat org laen.. i could say it wuz the best nite ever.. seb baik takde org call polis sbb kitorang memekak tgh2 mlm buta.. but since en jimin di bawah umah pon takde ketuk pintu.. seems like everything wuz in control.. kak an, yus n little lutfi pon xde bersuara td..ok laa kot...

4 all gamers around us.. geng 8oji bkn lagi hanya terkenal dgn WE.. kalau ade sape2 nak challenge on gh pon no problem... the only thing missing is only the drum set.. still searching if there is any way we could buy it.. cik fatin pon agaknye dah gatal tangan dan kaki nak main drum... n bile drum set dah available sume org blh practice drum... kalau nk buat gh gigs blh laa rotate nant..

hurmm.. wut else.. masa dinner td teringin je nk call pizza.. tp since smalam dah mkn large pizza dgn en jimin dan en azhar.. terbatallah niat tu.. wpon ade dapat kupon less 15% n free drinks... aku terpaksa merajinkan diri masak nasik... n goreng ayam kfc... 4 complement aku panaskan kuah satay segera.. n buat sket sambal.. teringat pulak kat sate sahmuri.. cooked only 4 one.. sape2 nak mkn blh masak sendiri.. aku pon penat jugak.. tak kuasa nak bg org makan free2 je... unless u wanna pay me 2 be ur cook.. then u'll get to eat all my best recipes.. hihihi... no hard feelings.. just joking.. if someone being good to me.. i will treat u guys 100 times better.. so jgnlaa kedekut@berkira nak buat baik ngan org... tak rugi ape2 pon.. dpt pahala lagi...

Another Gaming Nite....

2008-10-24T13:02:00.007+09:00

balik2 je ke rumah aku terus amik gitar plastikku dgn dvd yg baru di burn mlm td ke umah en. azhar... niat nak sambung gow 2 dulu... disebabkan en. azhar sdg bz terkial-kial mereply email utk bisnesnye.. maka aku pon dgn tanpa segan silu mencucuk wayar usb ke xbox 360 nye dan mula bermain gh world tour seorang diri.. utk pengetahuan sesiapa yg kurang atau tidak bermain game.. gh ialah singkatan kepada guitar hero.. satu game yg kita main menggunakan controller gitar.. game itu dikategorikan sebagai music simulation game... gh world tour ni officially game ke-4 utk siri gh.. seblom ni dah ade gh 1 to 3.. plus ade dua game tambahan gh aerosmith n rock legend... aku start maen dari gh 2 n mmg dah ketagih.. later aku dapat main gh 1 n rock legend on ps2..(owhh.. my console of choice is xbox 360)..

tu video preview dia... got to get my hand on the band kit.. sweet guitar n drum set... aku dah ade satu gitar n perlu satu lg diperlukan utk base.. + mic n drum set akan mengcompletekan koleksi utk satu band...

lps layan a few song kitorang pon start maen gow 2.. en. jimin dijemput sekali supaya kami blh main secara berganti-ganti... after 5 hours.. kami berjaya menamatkan game tersebut.. 2 weeks b4 the official launch.. huhuhu... sebab smalam dah main 5 jam.. igtkan ari ni nak abeskan tinggal 2-3jam je.. so bye2 laa gym, sauna dan jacuzzi.. kepada sesiapa yg dpt msg dr sy mengatakan sy sudah habiskan game tersebut jgn jeles ye... wakakakaka... since insane diffuculty dah pon di unlock.. en. bart membuat satu invitation utk menghabiskan sekali lagi game tersebut di weken ini.. sabar dulu ye bart.. sy ade world tour utk dihabiskan juga...

selepas hampir lima jam berperang dgn makhluk locust dan lambent di mount kandar... sy dan en. azhar teruskan permainan kami dgn jamming berdua... dgn berlagaknya masing2 bermain dgn expert difficulty... dan sedang enak bermain berdua tibe2 en. bart muncul dgn pakaian kerjanya tatkala kami ingin keluar supper di saizeria... bglaa can dia main beberapa lagu dulu.. sorilaa ye bart taqk tunggu ko utk habiskan gow... padahal semalam dia laa yg beria-ia nak main gow... weken ni kite abeskan skali lagi ye..dkt kul 1 baru kami keluar ke saizer.. en. jimin awal2 dah tdo.. so yg keluar supper ialah kami berempat.. saya, en. azhar, en. bart dan cik fatin.. tak lepak lama sgt sbb en. bart tibe2 kesakitan gigi dan bergegas nak pulang ke rumah utk makan pain killer..

ni dah hari jumaat.. maknanye mlm ni mlm minggu.. kerana minggu ini tiada keje part time.. maka byklaa jugak masa agaknya bakal sy abeskan di dpn lcd tv 37" sy dan en. azhar serta en. bart dgn memegang controller plastik di tgn kami...

Guys nite out....

2008-10-23T14:40:00.004+09:00

yesterday, we guys head out to play futsal.. my team aka the veteran team kalah teruk.. huhuhu.. mmg dah tak fit langsung.. what could we do.. baru 24 dah x larat dah... it wuz only the 2nd time playing since i came back from malaysia... i will be in shape soon.. yeahh.. i will.. i know i'm not in shape when i went to megalos(my gym) last week.. i could only do some light workout.. n usually i workout for almost 2 hours/trip.. that nite i did only 30 minutes of workout.. 2 months of holiday really take everything out of me... got the news that gow 2 is already uploaded.. went back n download it... hv dinner in kak an house.. thanx kak an... mmg malas betul nk msk semalam.. =p sempat watch 2 episodes of my name is earl while waiting the game to finished downloading...

bart ajak main mlm tu jugak.. around 12 am game siap di download, unrared, steakth checked n burned.. b4 start playing we went to 7-e to buy some stuff.. i got my double shot starbucks coffee(expresso i think) n a carton of milk.. played a co-op campaign... agak bising gak lah mlm tu.. luckily kenko-sou takde org sangat... with my coffee n half litre of milk +whey protein i hv no problem staying up.. we almost finished that game when everybody want to sleep.. it wuz 530 am.. huhuhu.. we should be sleeping rite.. we made our way to mount kandar.. the locust lair.. i dont think that we're that far from the locust queen.. hopefully we could finish that game tonite.. owhh.. one more thing.. we used azhar n my account to play that campaign.. azhar use normal difficulty n i decided to take on hardcore... that means the next round i could take on insane... huhuhu..

just a snapshot from the game.. i'll review it when i hv time...

A new place for me to share...

2008-10-22T13:57:00.000+09:00

I realized i have lots of things to share with my frens n everybody in this world.. so i'm making this page just to put everything i have in mindto share with all...