instant 4 in 1(family, responsibility, challenge n future!!!) just add water....

embrace urslf!!! i do think this post will be lonnnnggggg!!!

hihihi... 2day is along nite... went to fuji speedway on weken... out from house on saturday nite.. 9pm... head to megalos 8oji.. tak masuk gym pon.. just swim in the pool.. spend my time in jacuzzi n sauna till 10pm... head to shinjuku.... hv a quick bite at mcdonald... take another train to kebab istanbul office.. arrive there just on time... 12am.. after putting all the things into the trucks.. we head to fuji speedway... the journey was short.. less than two hours... we stop at 7-e.. bought some food... pull the trucks at a stop... hv our meal while waiting to enter the event area...430am... after waiting 4 most 2 hours in the cold... finally en tokyo-do pon tiba... it wuz still dark n cold...(it wuznt even 5am..)but i counted there were no less than 100 cars waiting to enter fuji speedway(from the east gate only)..

1hr ++ needed to set both stall(we hv two stalls.. one is tent..n one in the 300k rm kebab truck...talk about this truck when i hv the time...)...it wuz toyota motorsports festival.. a busy day as always... 10 staff... 1.1mil yen(about 45k rm in sale..) just another successful day... start packing our stuff at 5pm.. ready to leave at 6pm... we only arrive at toll gate after almost 2hrs.. it wuz three day holidays... n everybody is coming back to tokyo.. the roads were pack with cars... even the highways were packed... the return trip took 5 hrs.. 2.5x more than we had the nite b4... rushed to train station with en gemok... arrived at my room sweet room around 12am... took a bath... a long bath in the small ofuro... watched some news... i didnt know when i fall asleep... it wuz 4pm when i opened my eyes... a long sweet sleep in the rain... all japan wuz raining for the whole day.. just nice... it wuz just what i need...

hv to cut the story short... already took 1hr to this point... i havent write anything about the title yet... it has been almost 4 years since i first arrive here... since i've been in the boarding school since i wuz twelve... the homesick feeling hv not been a problem.... there is a but anyway... i do miss my family... at times... i realize i've missed a lot of family occasions.. birthday.. anniversary, weddings, death... name it... i think i hv all in my pocket... n i dont even know how to repay them for all the things i've missed... my mom, my dad, my sisters, my brother n brother in laws... last but not least... my niece n nephews..

i had a long talk with a fried 2nite... one thing lead to another... there wuz a long part we talked about families... it knocked my sense that i really miss them... part of i havent spent much time with them.. part i feel i hv my responsibilities to them... i tried to be a good kid... but there are times i failed... tried 2 behave every single seconds i could... but there are times disappointed them... a lot of times... i know i'm not perfect... n i couldn't be... but i learn that i hv responsibilities to make up with everything i missed.. n every time i've done wrong... + i am the first boy in the family... like it or not... i will hv responsibilities towards my families.. big n small...

there are other things that i hv to make up too... add it with the families... my dream that i'm chasing... i think i hv a to do list long enough to occupied me till i dead... =p i always takes thing one at a time.. i think i need to start to upgrade myself... learn multi tasking... a duo core processor.... start killing two birds with a stone... note to myself... intel has a quad core... n ibm has cell processor in ps3 that has 8 core... get a new mobo, add some ram n train urself to upgrade to quad core n cell processor.. u will need it...

i used to hv plans... n guess wut.. i fall behind... tried to catch up... but i just fall even further... the last fall i had make me realize... i need to stop.. breath in... prepare myself up to face even more tougher challenges ahead of me.. it has been long n tiring journey... but i'm not even halfway to my goal... hurmm.. now i'm thinking about my recovery up protein... i usually worn myself up... i need a good but short rest... coz i need the time n energy to spend on the next thing i hv to face... but continue with the whey protein too will u? they produce some results dont they?+ the chocolate flavor do taste good rite?

instead just upgrading the processor.. i need to speed up recovery.. that way i could spend more time running.. n less time stopping.. multi task... faster processor.. o whole lot more time to process... hurmm... that sounds like a plan... one step at a time khalili... no.. NO!!! two steps!! u hv the duo core now dont u... this foreseeable future is a little bit dark n scary... just like when i hv my first night dive... vertigo... n one huge torch lite just not enough to do the trick.. i need my spare torch light to go through the dark... luckily i came prepared...

another note to myself... when u're diving into something... dont get to focused on the things that u want to see.. just give enough attention so ur dont get COT torns into ur fingers... watch out for the jelly fish around u... duck n dive n hope u are lucky enough not to touch them... or the definite potion is ur pee... do that... n at the same time... watch the beauty of the ocean floor that human only live on the ground missed... gorgeous, mesmerizing... no words could explain... the beauty that u troubled urself to get to... hopefully it will be worthwhile...

hurmmm... i dont how i sounded like with all that words... i think i just talked about myself using the terms of the 3 things i'm into... probably that will confused most if not all of the person that will read this post... huhuhu... well.. interpret it how u want it to be... its not sonnet or any masterpiece... i dont talk about the road that not taken or anything... another hurmm... am i going crazy? hopefully not...

guess i will return with the long but not too please read between the line post next time.. i hv a lot of hobbies.. i'm sorry... think back about it.. i hv a post titled life is like a rpg game... man!!! i do hv a lot of hobbies... i'll stop hitting the keyboards while i think about keeping all my hobbies or leave some of them b4 i hv my good morning sleep..

till then....
:xoxo:

commitment?!!!

there wuz a time when i thought i am ready to commit in a relationship.. THERE WUZ!!! but these few years..(since i came here to be exact..) i spent a lot of time thinking about this... well.. when u live alone.. there will be so much time to think to hv a company beside u.. + if there is a poll about the most topics i get every time i come back to Malaysia.. question about marriage.. gf... n everything in between will hv a slide majority.. easily... come to think about it... it makes sense.. i am now 24... my sister recently married... that makes me next in the line... there is a lot of my friends in the same age if not majority hv married.. some even hv baby(ies)... n gosh... i know a few of my relatives n frens younger than me hv married... some even hv baby(ies) or going to hv one..

in 2nd thought... i am only 24... if i get married now... there is a chance i will hv to spend a lifetime with the girl i'm married... up to 2 lifetime if i hv a long life.. come to think about it... all this years... hv i commit to something/someone all my life up to know? except for my own family.. i cant think about anything else.. but when i think again... almost(if not more than) half of my life i spent away from my family... and the half that i spent with my family wuz since i born untill i wuz in standard 6.. in that 12 years... almost half of it i dont even remember.. (i wuz a baby... then a small kids who only knows how to play.. eat when i'm hungry.. cry when i'm in pain).. it wuz the simpler time...

then primary school.. got pocket money from my parents in the morning.. go to school.. playing almost all the time.. only pretend to be good in front of my teachers.. hihihi.. luckily there wuz no complex math... n i'm good in language.. my mom is a bm teacher.. even teach me english when i wuz in standard 1.. never teach me in the later years though.. which is a relief.. she is very strict in class.. i couldn't even say the word mom when i wuz in school as far as i remember..

i learnt to live on my own since i wuz a kid.. we are not a poor family... but certainly not rich... three big things i remember my dad bought me wuz a computer(dos operated.. 1991).. a micro genius... (a video game.. my 1st console ever..).. n a mountain bike.. other smaller things i got by crying to my mom n sis... =p or just saving my pocket money to buy them.. there are times when i only spent half of my pocket money... sometimes less.. even not spending it all... (simple.. i ate breakfast b4 i go to school.. play during recess.. i wuz a kid.. playing is more important than food ok.. then go back home to hv a nice lunch...

hurmm.. is that how i started to manage my own finance.. mayb... it wasnt easy to earn them... n i wuz very particular on how i spent them... in 1997.. sas.. a boarding school.. spent 5 years there.. away from my family.. then a month in matrix pilah... owhh.. that is after a few months at home waiting for my spm result... but i remember that year my parents when to mecca.. both of my older sis working.. my younger sis wuz in a boarding school.. n my little bro spent most of his day at my uncle's house.. at that time our house in damansara damai is still new.. there wuz no school.. n my lil bro wuz in the same school with my cousin.. they when to school together n only come back home when my sister is back.. i live alone most of the time.. went out a few times a week.. wanted to hv a part time job but my dad didnt give a permission.. still.. i spend half of the day with my family and the other half alone or with my frens.. after pilah a few more years in poly-tech college bangi.. than i went here.. in 2005..

hurmm.. that is most about it.. back to the issue.. commitment.. there wuz a time when i wuz madly in luv.. hv a thought that i'm ready to commit 100% to a relationship.. till the relationship went sour... devastated i wuz.. the after effect is overwhelming.. i once thought when i arrived here i will never want to come back to malaysia.. bawak diri laa kononnye.. huhuhu... it wuz stupid i know... instead of searching a new girl for rebound.. i took the long way.. give a thought about it.. a very long thought... met with some great girls.. but after one another i get away b4 my relationship get too close... commitment problems? mayb.. probably i just look too far into it.. but sometimes.. i think i dont look far enough..

a guy is a guy... the 1st n easiest thing to see is how pretty/cute the girl is.. but in time i learnt how shallow that wuz... start looking into her heart.. this part is tricky... men n women alike.. there is no easy way to know someone's heart.. learning them take a quiet long time... i invested some of my time for it.. then come the trickiest part.. to understand them... being a friend to different sexes is not easy i tell u.. there are common grounds.. but so much difference.. to learn, to understand, to respect and to take the difference away from being a barrier.. hurmm... i could say that it is a full time job... same like marriage...

sharing is one thing.. i came to a conclusion.. i am a family man.. my job to my family is the highest priority.. all these years.. its clear that us human... more n more thinking about money n career.. + power i guess.. no matter men or women.. hurmmm.. not all.. but the number is increasing.. that is y no matter how pretty.. how connected i am with a girl.. i'll put career woman below on my list.. even though i could share my feelings with them.. hv a blast as a fren.. i dont think that i could live my life with someone married to her job..

there are a few n rarely found qualities nowadays which i want to keep around my life.. selfless... and the willing to sacrifice.. i could add a few more.. but this post will only become longer.. i just pick the top 2... i dont like to be angry.. making anyone angry... or someone angry at me... so i try dont make anyone angry just for the sake of i dont want others to angry with me... huhuhu.. y? i learnt that i am the kind of person who will treat someone better if they treat me good.. n when someone is not.. i will ignore them or treat them the way they treat me(bad treatment in this case..)... mayb it is a kind of defensive mechanism or something.. i dont really know.. but that is the way it is...

hurmm.. mayb this is the first time i make this public.. i like a girl who i could share everything with.. laughter n sadness... there are a lot of time people say that i am too quiet.. hurmm.. that is not the truth.. when i comfortable with someone.. i tend to speak a lot.. i even hv problem to stop.. that is y i'm searching someone that could be my best fren as much as a good wife n mom.. i want to be a good dad n husband that is y i want a good mom n wife.. in term of best fren.. i want to be able to share almost if not everything with my luv one.. there is no point if i could not even talk long hours with my wife.. share everything we went through everyday.. or every conversation we hv end in a fight.. its the perfect recipe for 4ever love 4 me i guess.. every person is different.. this is mine.. y dont u share urs?

think i' babbled to much already today.. for those who could read this sentence.. congratulations... u just waste a lot of time reading my babble box... =p

till then..
::xoxo::

Places I've Been

Stumbled on Cities I've Been apps in facebook... guess wut? i've went to at least 95 cities... but only 5 countries... most of it except for one is in Asia.. and most of the cities i've been of course in peninsular malaysia.. even city count in Japan is not that impressive... hurmmm... better put more countries and even more cities to my wishlist... hopefully in the coming years i could put any country in the southern hemisphere to my list.. n more from out of Asia...

guess there is one more thing i've put in my to do list... i wonder if i could ever finish em' all...

ps: you could see the map in the bottom of this page... help me add some more places on it.. if u're somewhere that i've never been.. or planning to go to the places i never go... count me in.. i could be a good company for you...

Sorry, just put the blame on me

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I've done things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry for not being the perfect guy
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me

I'm sorry I've changed
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you were the best thing in my world
And how I was so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that I put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief


I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
and now I'm sorry for all the things I said

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was in denial and now I realize

I'm sorry for the embarrassment that you felt
Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

ps: me cut version of Akon's Sorry, put the blame on me... Wrote a longer version b4... but guess some things better left unsaid...

invest!!!

its 7 minutes to 2am.. but still i couldnt sleep... even after 2 20++hrs working in 2 days.. yeah 20++hrs!!! thats me.. i usually work log hours on weekend.. while others spend their free times for fun.. its tiring for sure... it wuz hard 4 me even to walk to n from the train station on the way back.. my feet hurts after i did all the works... that is the bad side.. the right side.. which i like.. i earned almost rm1k... yupp!! one thousand ringgit malaysia in just two days.. two days of hard works n i could earn half a month of fresh grad salary in malaysia... the work is hard.. but i enjoy working.. working beside my friends... en. firad dan tidak ketinggalan ketua syarikat.. well.. most of the time... sure we had conflicts sometimes.. but the good times i had surpasses the bad times...

instead of using the word sacrifice.. i like to use the word invest!! i invested 20++ hrs working... 6 hrs of transit time... my skills n my energy... n the return is very impressing... instead of that 1k i got for working.. i enjoyed being with my frens eventhough i hv to work my ass off almost every single minutes to keep up with the demands... i met some interesting customers.. (there were bad customers too... but we just make fun of them after they leave.. =p) i learn something new every time i go to work... not just getting faster n faster every time.. i could now prepare a shop/stall.. projecting sales... know almost every single step in making something that is so simple to be a sell out product... en. panjang aka firad siap buat lawak lagi lps ari ni aku xkan dikire sebagai part timers.. tp as a company employee.. something that i could be proud of..

in here.. part timers.. esp the one who get a job through part time agencies.. are meant to do simple things.. things that helps to keep a company running.. something that even a 10 year old kid could do.. in my case.. after almost 4 years working at kebab istanbul(formerly known as doner time).. i dont just do the simple works.. but i could take part in making decisions.. they still watching me under the microscope for the difficult parts.. but leaving me in charge of the shop when they are too tired or need to do something else.. is a big complement..

wopps.. that is a veryyyy long introduction.. hehehe... mmg aku ni tak blh nak membebel pendek2.. should change this(note to myself)... the main thing is.. wut this post is all about.. almost all of us the word invest only with MONEY... that is just not true.. yupp.. investing money is very important.. not for me n others... keep in mind that living paycheck to paycheck(for those who doesnt understand.. hidup makan gaji...dengan lain kata... awal bulan gaji masuk belanja abes2.. bile ujung bulan kalau blh nk berkhemah dpn mesin atm tunggu duit gaji masuk sbb gaji bln sebelumnya dah abes)in this globalisation era is not something we could afford anymore.. wut i mean is... for the past few decades.. malaysia is a very stable country... whenever bad things happened to the world economy... it affected malaysia very little.. next to nothing.. some people could not even realised it happened..

y?!! y did this happened?!! and wuts changing? jom kita guna perumpamaan katak di bawah kaca..(katak bawah tempurung dah tak tepat dah..).. huhuhu.. we could see everything outside of our world(malaysia in this case..).. but when its raining(something bad happen) we wont get wet.. all this time.. our government has protect us from the bad things outside of malaysia.. giving us a security blanket so that we could feel safe... all this years.. since we got our independence..

but guess wut.. one day we'll hv to grow up... n leave the security blanket behind.. the day that we finally understand that the security blanket that make us feel safe all this years is just a blanket.. it could keep u warm when its cold... but there is no such thing as super blanket in this world...

for those who keeps an update of wut happening in this world...(instead of football n celebrity gossip).. to date... almost 1.2millions of americans lost jobs this year... half of them lost theirs in the last 3 months... the big threes(Ford, GM and Chrysler) will go bankrupt in less then a year... top investment firms n banks hv to ask for government aid to keep afloat.. US government has a deficit of 8000 billions...(will reach 1 trillion someday... just a matter of time.. they spent their money eventhough they dont hv it on wars... the economic downturn make they need to spend more just to save those companies.. eventhough the reality is they dont hv the money...)

if america sneeze.. the world will get cold(borrowed... credit to the blogger.. u know who u are..).. ape maksudnye... like it or not.. US mmg kuasa besar dunia dlm ekonomi.. wut ever happen to US.. will affect another countries around the world.. directly or indirectly... we might not suffer as much as americans do in this economic downturn.. but.. we will...

kesimpulannya di sini ialah.. no matter how stable is ur job... or how good is ur financial security.. put aside a part of the money u earn for investments.. even it means u spend a little less than wut ur earning says... u never know wut will happen tomorrow.. u might get hit n die in an accident.. (patah dua tiga tulang ke).. u might get sick.. u might get rob when u just withdraw ur money or on ur way to buy a big screen tv.. every small percentage of ur hard-earned money invested.. u will get another extra add-ons feature on ur financial security.. stop paying ur credit card company ridiculuos interest rate.. n start living by ur means... we hv so many choices on where to put our money.. REIT, trust fund, fixed deposit accounts, stocks, FOREX etc.. i know every investment come with a risk.. just remember one simple rule in investing.. low risk.. low return.. high risk.. high return... get to know ur risk tolerance... n be patience while waiting ur money tree grow up n bear the money fruits.. huhuhu..

opss.. enuff the talk with money... as i said earlier.. wpon investment ni sentiasa dikaitkan dgn duit... but spend some of ur time to think outside of the box...

1. knowledge investments
nowadays tuition fees in college are very high.. not only that.. the competition get higher and higher everyday.. invest ur time to learn n study... invest ur money for text n reference books.. invest ur night sleep for mid n final term exams.. owhh.. assignments too.. no matter how the methods u choose.. u'll earn the bonus n interest of ur investment in a few years..

2.goodwill investment
hv u ever feel u r in a deep problem but u dont know who u could turn to? if u do.. ask urself.. wut deeds hv i done for other people to help me solve my problems? did i help them when they had one? do i hv someone that i could call my good fren or my bestfren that hv been n will be beside me through all thick n thin? am i good enough to others that i could expect they will be good to me? when wuz the last time i offer any help to someone? huhhu.. these r just some of my checklists... there r a lot more.. just cant get it all out at this hour..

in a nutshell.. be good n be sincere in wut u do.. there r many good people oround the world who will reply ur goodwill accordingly.. just dont be TOO NICE.. buat baik berpada-pada, buat jahat jgn sekali.. just simply means.. never do that will make people hate u, yet dont be TOO nice.. there are some people who doesnt deserve ur goodwill and/or thankful for ur kindness.. if u meet that kind of person.. dont be cruel.. just stop being nice... =p

its 337 am.. the list could go on and on and on.. but i7m soooo tired n kinda hv a mental block rite now... will update this post or write a sequence of this post later... nitey nite...

::xoxo::

A Slow Day n A Pretty Slow Weekend...

Woke up around 730 am this morning(err.. yesterday..) after about 4 hrs sleep... walaupun ari ni public holiday.. kene jugak aku bgn awal.. ade baito..
seb baik dkt tachikawa je.. half an hour from my house(10mins walking to train station.. n 15 minutes train ride..)kerja start kul 10.. saja nak bgn awal.. dah lama x bgn pagi... dah mula sejuk ni makin liat laa ckit nk bgn pg.. + i always sleep in the morning.. mlm berjaga.. rasa mcm batman laa pulak skarang ni... got almost 2 hrs b4 i need to get off from my bed.. since last nite tdo atas sofa je.. n pg ni bilik xdelaa sejuk sgt.. without turning the heater on.. i watched some podcasts in m blanket...

thank u bart n fatin 4 the open house on sunday... ade jugak seronok weken ni after all day long on saturday bermalas-malasan di rumah... played some games.. but relatively not much gaming... 4 me laa.. 4 others mayb still blh consider a lot..not much things happened on saturday... since cik fatin dan konco2 nye sibuk memasak... nak tolong pon dah ramai sgt anak dara kat dlm dapur tu.. we guys just played some games that nite.. till morning as always.. tgh2 sedap main en bart yg sedang on call menerima panggilan dari customer yg memerlukan bantuan.. maka kami yg lain pon tidurlah... tgh2 ari tu bgn on comp je bart kata fo3(fallout 3) dah kuar.. terus cari torrent dia n dload.. superb speed!! almost 8gb file size takes a little bit more than 1 hr to finish.. dah siap dload n tgh2 mengunzipkan fail tuh ak turun bawah tgk2 ape yg nak ditolong.. layan2 si Buck(kawan si bart time keje dulu)... lawak giler mamat ni... seronok jugaklah melayan dia.. tlg potong2 sayur ckit utk laksa.. then naik blk lps ensetku berbunyi tanda masa utk meng burn cd pulak.. jamuan start kul 5.. tp beselaa.. dah kul 6 camtu barulah ramai yg dtg menyerbu... sampai ke dapur2 jugaklaa manusia... aku dah mkn awal2.. so time ramai2 serbu tu kami mengalihkan punggung ke umah en azhar.. after party!! =p bile ramai2 ni mmg best gila laa.. take turn maen.. dah kul 8 lebih mcm tu turun blk mkn utk 2nd round.. laksa time!!!


sambil mkn sambil join golongan dewasa berborak.. lain sekali suasana kat ctu... kat atas tu ibarat kanak2.. kat bawah ni mcm mak bapak.. huhuhu.. main2 ngan si lutfi.. ganas gile budak tu bile dpt member.. n played with baby hannah too.. cute sungguh baby itu.. baru tiga bln,,, kene pegang baik2.. fragile lg.. the sweetest thing when she smiled n laughed... yupp.. i luv kids.. but still hv no plans making one yet... =p dlm kul 10 camtu sorang2 beransur balik.. kami bersembilan menyambung party di gelanggang bowling.. huhuhu.. ramai jugak mlm tu..
dah ramai blk pon.. still ade ramai org men bowling n kat umah bart kanak2 tu main wii pula.. blk umah dlm kul 1.. finishing some things i need to do.. watched some news n sleep..

kerja ari ni agak membosankan.. kerja yg semalam buat berlima.. ari ni tinggal tiga org.. sebabnya hasil jualan x sebanyak yg dijangka.. yupp.. definitely mmg tak ramai... dah lama xdpt event camtu.. betullah kata en. benang aku sorang je dah cukup utk cover kitchen.. average tak sampai 20bijik kebab sejam.. 6 jam aku keje baru abes setgh kotak roti.. (byk jugak tu sebenarnye.. satu kotak blh buat 240 kebab.. tp compare dgn event2 biasa aku kerja sekotak roti itu selalunya akan abes dlm masa sejam time peak hours...).. so blh bygkanlah beza satu kotak roti sejam dgn stgh kotak roti sehari... byk kan beza.. lps kemas2 sy en benang dan hinata sama berborak2 dulu.. blk awal pon mcm takde apa sgt nk buat.. wpon time tu dah ngantuk jugaklaa rasa..next week punya event tennis(12 days event.. tokyo open kalau x silap.. seb baik hinata sama ade.. xyah aku gi taun ni...), design fiesta n one more event kat fuji speedway.. agak bz laa jugak.. bincang2 bape org nak panggil.. sape keje kat mana ape sume.. nothing much..

kuar sr ctu kul 5ptg.. on the way nak gi eki terfikir-fikir patut x singgah 8oji utk gi gym... last2 dlm train kensel xnak pegi.. sbb membership aku blh masuk dr kul 7mlm je.. ade sejam lebih seblom blh masuk.. + bi;e tersengguk-sengguk dlm train tu maknanya aku kene dptkan bantal dulu.. sampai2 kat umah terus mandi... pastu mengadap comp.. somethings changed in my room.. hurmm.. dload episod baru amzing race n simpsons.. n pastu aku pon mula menyusun barang dlm bilik... ckit je laa.. kene amik meja kecik kat umah bart dulu... xde tpt nk letak brg... n since tv lama aku dah pon cik ah dan en amar amik mlm td.. ade laa space ckit.. byk benda nak kene susun blk ni.. takpe2.. slow n steady... gilir2 susun bilik n susun file dlm comp... sounds easy.. but the thing is i hv a lot of stuff n tons of files...hard disk je ade lebih 1TB... free space??? not more than 10%... n new files keep coming everyday... bart ajak abeskan laksa.. sori bart.. aku tgh penat n kenyang bau kebab tak abes lagi.. ingatkan nk pegi mlm ckit.. tp blom ape2 aku dah tertdo.. dpt laa lelap dlm sejam lebih.. nk tgk amazing race.. baru laa terperasan terlepas satu episod.. dload lg satu.. layan simpson dulu n then baru layan dua2 episod amazing race.. tdo blk.. terjaga kul 11mlm sebab en jimin meminta maggi dan tekak dahaga.. sedap sungguh tdo dlm bilik bersuhu 25 darjah celcius...off heater... mkn mlm.. n mengadap comp sampai ke saat ini... dah 440 dah.. bila nk tdo khalili?!! ape2 pon kita tamatkan post ini dulu..

sekian wassalam...

Games n more GAMES!!!!

Some of the readers of this blog may realize that i've add new stuff on the page.. i hv my own 360 blogging on the top and there is my gamer card on the right... it doesn't tell 100% of my gaming.. since it is fully automated and could only updates themselves when my console is connected to the internet... fyi, i play games much2 more than that...

ps:i connect my laptop to my tv most of the time... (my laptop screen is to small n i could get better resolution with my tv) when i play games i usually forgot to turn back my laptop screen on.. i wont know if there are anybody msging me... not just no screen that i couldn't see.. i also connect my laptop speakers to my tv speakers.. so sorry...